I’m still here! It’s been an incredibly rough year for me - we lost two beloved pets in 2025, racked up some big medical bills (among a few other unexpected big cost items on the house) that spilled over into 2026, and I’ve been swamped with a huge project for work (that the first phase of) is finally coming to a close here in September. I’ve already been struggling to find time to even play guitar, research & make videos, so add the extra stress and grief… it’s put a big damper on my hobbies.
Of course, I still have a list of things I’d still like to have but I think it’s time I narrowed the collection down a little bit and started to spend more time appreciating some of the unique things I already own. I sold off a big chunk of guitars and amplifiers earlier this year and haven’t really been buying much - just the Brunetti and the Ibanez RG752AHM for all of 2026, the first year I have ever sold more guitars/amps than I bought (crazy, I know) since 2016. I’ll likely have a few more sold by the end of the year too.
So yes, I’m slowing down for a little while here while I build back up some savings. Do not worry though, I’m still going to be picking up new stuff and writing about it. I still have a huge list of videos that I want to do, lots of circuits to cover, but admittedly I’ve had a tendency to hyper-fixate on criticism lately, which has killed my drive to work on the videos, at least while I’m still getting “back on my feet,” so to speak. I also planned to build a clone amp this year from scratch and start dabbling with mods and circuit tests - I think that’s going to have to wait until 2027 too.
I’ve also started another hobby collecting WW1-era militaria and firearms. I’ve always been fascinated by history and I consider that time period one of the most important in shaping the world as it is today, and I guess I never quite realized that I could hold/own many of the artifacts I used to stare at behind glass in museums. I certainly didn’t need another collecting-type hobby, but it’s been a lot of fun learning and I like it for the same reason I like collecting guitars - nothing quite like holding the real thing in your hands and thinking about the past.
In other news, my wife and I also reacted to our pet loss by fostering a whole litter of rescue cats, of which we kept two, and that’s been fairly time consuming as well. Our first cat, who is 16 years old this month, has also been experiencing some medical issues so that’s been the focus lately. Just for fun, here are pictures of all of the cats:
Kali - Queen of the house, will greet you at the door, loves pets and rock music, not scared of anything. She’s been with us since the old house and probably preferred being a single cat. She was born without a tail and looks like a tiny bear when she walks around, and will sit on her butt like a person.
Kira - Bonded with Benji, loved to play with reflections, climb our legs, and had a very memorable bark-like meow. Passed away very young (1.5y) in Dec 2025.
Caoimhe - Not afraid but doesn’t like to be touched, except in her hiding spots when she’s in the right mood. Loves to play after watching the other cats play, but only by herself. Does not care about treats.
Eloise - Part of the foster, was a bit shy but loves to play, prefers to snuggle with the lights off. Softest fur I’ve ever felt. Found her a nice home where she lives with Finn
Charlotte - Part of the foster, we kept her too, despite being extra tiny she dominates play time to the point where she will be exhausted and panting before anyone else gets a turn. Hisses at her toys when she gets too tired to chase them. Main character energy all around. Loudest purr-er and quite adamant that I join her for an afternoon nap and loves Benji. My wife thinks she looks like a rat, which is becoming more and more true as her fur gets darker in color.
Sophia - Our second cat, scared of everything being introduced to people very late, had a litter of kittens. We spent a lot of time earning her trust and she loved to be pet in the morning while she ate breakfast. Passed away very young (2.5y) Feb 2025.
Benji - Bonded with Kira, loves the rain, is gigantic & muscular but very gentle, Sophia taught him to hide from the doorbell. Loves other cats and despite his size is great at making new cats comfortable.
Olivia - Part of the foster but we kept her, spends a lot of time in my lap, wants to eat a lizard someday. Might be distantly related to Caoimhe as they came from the same colony.
Finnegan - Part of the foster, lives in a new home now with Eloise. Growls at his toys especially if you try to take them away, loved to be in a big cuddle puddle with Olivia and Eloise.
Genevieve - Initially took her as a short-term foster, but she loves to snuggle my wife so we kept her too. Loves to wrestle with Charlotte and Benji, but for some reason is terrified of Olivia. Rolls around constantly like a ferret and has no qualms about stepping on your neck while you sleep.
Thanks for reading.